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Break up
I’ve been treating this whole Allen situation like a break up. In the sense that I just try not to think about it and how it hurts to see him at school. We weren’t dating but he is..well..was my best friend. I love him. and now he doesn’t even acknowledge my existence. Because we were so close,… Read more
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Motivation, Fighting, Awkward
I got a surge of motivation today in the shower. I don’t know where it came from because I haven’t been taking my pills. But before I go to do things, I was really in the mood to make a post. Although I don’t know what to write about.. I am very sure that Allen… Read more
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Television, Invisibility, Jobs
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. A lot. So this post will probably be long, and choppy. But bear with me. I think I am addicted to television. Just another thing to add to my list of addictions; cigarettes, cutting, food, and now, television. I googled it, and turns out TV addiction is… Read more
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Kurt
Sophomore year Kurt moved here. The only class we had together was English. I remember thinking that, judging by the band shirts he wore, he had good taste in music. One time he mentioned Kurt Cobain in class and I was the only other student who knew who he was talking about. After that I… Read more
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Essays, College, Boyfriends
I feel really awful. Like I would really love to kill myself right now. Ugh. Well, I have an english paper to write tonight (just a rough draft though), and we all know how I suck at doing homework. So I thought I’d update since I haven’t in like 5 days. Today Allen and I… Read more