I’d like to remain anonymous, but you can call me Melanie.
I’m 18. I love cats. I watch too much TV. I live with a self-harm addiction, severe depression, and an eating disorder. I’m sarcastic and loud. I drink orange soda like it’s my job. I always have my head phones on. I’m really weird.
I use this blog to say the things I could never say out loud.
Update April 2026
I’m 32 now. For a long time I forgot this blog existed but recently I’ve been wanting to start writing again and turns out I still remembered the password for this page!
While I was gone I was diagnosed with ADHD, which really explains a lot lol. I’m still a mess, but I understand myself a lot more than I did back then. Also, weed helps :-)
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