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A diary, I guess

ADD, acting, Kurt

My therapist thinks I have ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder). Well, a type of ADD. She said there are like six categories and one of them is basically a mixture of depression, ADD, and OCD. Which sounds exactly like me. She gave me some surveys to give to the people closest to me. I gave them… Read more

March 31, 2012

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acting, add, annoying sisters, college, depression, friendship, monopoly, ocd, relationships
Cycle, New Girl, Studying

I don’t know where I want to go to college. I can’t figure it the fuck out. I also don’t have a job yet. My mom has basically been on my ass about that for like two years. What is wrong with me? I feel like my life is just a useless cycle. I sit… Read more

March 27, 2012

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college, depression, new girl, parents, relationships, self harm
College Tours, Hotels, Snow

I skipped school yesterday to go visit colleges with my dad. There are three colleges that I have in mind, all in the same area. They’re about three hours away and because my dad recently had surgery on his elbow, I had to drive the whole way. We woke up extra early and were on… Read more

February 4, 2012

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college, hotels, snow
Essays, College, Boyfriends

I feel really awful. Like I would really love to kill myself right now. Ugh. Well, I have an english paper to write tonight (just a rough draft though), and we all know how I suck at doing homework. So I thought I’d update since I haven’t in like 5 days. Today Allen and I… Read more

November 28, 2011

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college, eating disorders, friendship, love, relationships, self harm, smoking, suicide
Birthday, English, College Visits

In 20 minutes I’m going to be 18. Eeeep! I’m excited because now I can buy cigarettes. And I can do things without having to have parental consent. Yay. I’m kind of worried about my birthday. I’m having Stella, Melanie, Allen and Nicole over. I just don’t know how much fun it will be. I… Read more

November 21, 2011

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birthday, college, lord of the rings, siblings, thanksgiving, university of chicago

ADD, acting, Kurt

Cycle, New Girl, Studying

College Tours, Hotels, Snow

Essays, College, Boyfriends

Birthday, English, College Visits