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A diary, I guess

Good days, The Hunger Games, Melanie

I could take some time to tell you about what I’ve been doing for the past month, but I don’t have time. Plus, nothing really interesting happened. I don’t want to be one of those bloggers that only updates once a month and always promises that they will post more, but I really do want… Read more

March 20, 2012

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Journal, Thoughts

depression, eating disorder, friendship, high school, mockingjay, popularity, self harm, suicide, the hunger games
Motivation, Fighting, Awkward

I got a surge of motivation today in the shower. I don’t know where it came from because I haven’t been taking my pills. But before I go to do things, I was really in the mood to make a post. Although I don’t know what to write about.. I am very sure that Allen… Read more

December 11, 2011

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family, friendship, humane society, self harm, suicide
Essays, College, Boyfriends

I feel really awful. Like I would really love to kill myself right now. Ugh. Well, I have an english paper to write tonight (just a rough draft though), and we all know how I suck at doing homework. So I thought I’d update since I haven’t in like 5 days. Today Allen and I… Read more

November 28, 2011

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college, eating disorders, friendship, love, relationships, self harm, smoking, suicide
Suicide

Oh, I just thought that I should mention, so it won’t seem strange when I blog about it later, that I’m suicidal. I think about killing myself all the time. Almost every night. I think the only thing stopping me is my family/friends. I know it would mess them up pretty bad. Read more

November 5, 2011

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suicide

Good days, The Hunger Games, Melanie

Motivation, Fighting, Awkward

Essays, College, Boyfriends