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Life is rough
I’ve been struggling so bad lately. I work from home and have a lot of flexibility at my job and no direct supervisor. I don’t have a schedule, if the work gets done that’s all my boss cares about. I do try to keep a schedule for my own sanity and I like to work… Read more
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Executive Dysfunction
When I was younger I would wonder what was wrong with me. I felt like I was physically incapable of getting anything done. Sometimes having a deadline and a sense of urgency got me to do the work, but sometimes that wasn’t enough and I would end up in a downward spiral until I was… Read more
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Wedding planning, Serving, Nicotine
I just ordered a new black zip up hoodie and on the back it says GRACEROCKYSAVESTARS I’m excited because Project Hail Mary is one of my favorite books and the movie is incredible, and my current black hoodie is getting old and starting to get little holes in it because I wear it like 300… Read more
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Don’t litter
I took a walk today, because I’ve been very stressy and depressy lately. And I know exercise and fresh air tends to do good so instead of getting a ride home from the mechanic I walked. In a way it actually made me feel worse. There was so much garbage along the sidewalk and stuck… Read more
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Update, 14 years later
I’m so sick of hating myself. I want to be happy. But I’ve been saying that for like 15 fucking years and here I am, still unhappy with myself. Sometimes I wonder if there’s even a point in trying anymore. I’m no longer suicidal and I very rarely hurt myself these days so I am… Read more
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