I’ve been treating this whole Allen situation like a break up. In the sense that I just try not to think about it and how it hurts to see him at school. We weren’t dating but he is..well..was my best friend. I love him. and now he doesn’t even acknowledge my existence.
Because we were so close, people around school always thought that he was my boyfriend. We thought this was funny so we used to make jokes about how we’re always having sex; at school, my house, the coffee shop, etc. Well today at lunch I guess he was talking to Laura and started making jokes about how she and him have sex all the time, or something like that. It hurt because that was like, our thing.
Maybe I care more about him than he does about me.. I just wish I knew what I did. I have no idea what I could have done that would make him so upset.
and now I’m crying again.
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