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Caroling, Solitude, the future
before i begin; I should tell you my shift key is being moody today. please excuse my poor punctuation. My mom, dad, Steve, John, James, and i went Christmas caroling at the mall today. it was my mom’s idea. She’s always eager to do stuff like that. and she’s fragile, emotionally. So we couldn’t just… Read more
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So much for motivation..
I was all excited to clean my room and fill out some job apps when I checked my email to find that I’ve been accepted to the college I wanted to go to. That got me even more excited to I called Nicole and then ran down stairs to tell my parents. My mother proceeded… Read more
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Motivation, Fighting, Awkward
I got a surge of motivation today in the shower. I don’t know where it came from because I haven’t been taking my pills. But before I go to do things, I was really in the mood to make a post. Although I don’t know what to write about.. I am very sure that Allen… Read more
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Television, Invisibility, Jobs
I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. A lot. So this post will probably be long, and choppy. But bear with me. I think I am addicted to television. Just another thing to add to my list of addictions; cigarettes, cutting, food, and now, television. I googled it, and turns out TV addiction is… Read more
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Essays, College, Boyfriends
I feel really awful. Like I would really love to kill myself right now. Ugh. Well, I have an english paper to write tonight (just a rough draft though), and we all know how I suck at doing homework. So I thought I’d update since I haven’t in like 5 days. Today Allen and I… Read more