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Caroling, Solitude, the future
before i begin; I should tell you my shift key is being moody today. please excuse my poor punctuation. My mom, dad, Steve, John, James, and i went Christmas caroling at the mall today. it was my mom’s idea. She’s always eager to do stuff like that. and she’s fragile, emotionally. So we couldn’t just… Read more
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My future self
I just..I have this vision of my future self in my head. I don’t want to be this ugly girl who hates everyone and does nothing but watch TV and obsess about her weight (lost three pounds last week, by the way). The vision I have is this girl who is pretty, in an unconventional… Read more
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Friendship, Proposals, Homework
I had a long talk with Allen today about friendship. See, Allen, Nicole, our friend Laura, and I all hang out together as a group most of the time. Usually we all go to my house and play board games or watch movies or whatever and then we all sleep over. Well, this weekend Laura… Read more
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The Future
I’m going to be 18 in 13 days. I’m going to graduate in May. I’m going to be off to college by September. The future seems so overwhelming to me. I need to find a job, because I need money. I need to find a job really bad. I’ve applied at like nine places but… Read more