• Nightmares

    I have nightmares all the time. The real reason that I got rid of my normal bed and got a futon is because it’s closer to the ground. So when I roll around in my sleep and fall off it doesn’t hurt. My therapist (my old one, I don’t go anymore) said it’s because I… Read more


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  • Cutting, Pinatas, Atheism

    I apologize for yesterday’s horribly depressing entry. My darkness was really overpowering all weekend. Today was better. The morning started off awful. I went to class, and didn’t have my rough draft finished. We did peer editing and I just felt really stupid showing people my four paragraphs. I thought about death the whole way… Read more


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  • Pointless

    I had a painfully boring weekend. As you know I spent Friday at Laura’s having an awful time. Most of Saturday consisted of sweat pants, mashed potatoes, and Lord of the Rings. Oh and then Allen and I did some homework. Sunday I slept until like 2pm and then watched American Horror Story all day… Read more


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  • Cleaning

    I heard on the radio that doing chores can make you happier. I’ve decided I’ll try to do more cleaning around the house. I’ve been meaning to do it anyway and if it can boost my happiness, then all the move reason! I think tomorrow after I go jogging I will clean my room. It’s… Read more


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  • Friendship, Proposals, Homework

    I had a long talk with Allen today about friendship. See, Allen, Nicole, our friend Laura, and I all hang out together as a group most of the time. Usually we all go to my house and play board games or watch movies or whatever and then we all sleep over. Well, this weekend Laura… Read more


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