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A diary, I guess

  • College, Napping, Homework

    I really miss Steve. Like, a lot. He’s just so amazing. Legitimately one of the most incredible people I know. It really sucks to have someone you love so much only come home once every couple of months. I haven’t yet signed up for a visit to the college he goes to. I should probably do… Read more

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  • Nightmares

    I have nightmares all the time. The real reason that I got rid of my normal bed and got a futon is because it’s closer to the ground. So when I roll around in my sleep and fall off it doesn’t hurt. My therapist (my old one, I don’t go anymore) said it’s because I… Read more

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  • Cutting, Pinatas, Atheism

    I apologize for yesterday’s horribly depressing entry. My darkness was really overpowering all weekend. Today was better. The morning started off awful. I went to class, and didn’t have my rough draft finished. We did peer editing and I just felt really stupid showing people my four paragraphs. I thought about death the whole way… Read more

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  • Pointless

    I had a painfully boring weekend. As you know I spent Friday at Laura’s having an awful time. Most of Saturday consisted of sweat pants, mashed potatoes, and Lord of the Rings. Oh and then Allen and I did some homework. Sunday I slept until like 2pm and then watched American Horror Story all day… Read more

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  • Cleaning

    I heard on the radio that doing chores can make you happier. I’ve decided I’ll try to do more cleaning around the house. I’ve been meaning to do it anyway and if it can boost my happiness, then all the move reason! I think tomorrow after I go jogging I will clean my room. It’s… Read more

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