• Coffee, Uno, Boys

    Hi it’s almost 2:30am and I just got home. Allen and I went to our favorite coffee house this evening, with our computers, and just hung out for a couple of hours. Then one of our friends walked in. Followed by our friend’s girlfriend, and then like five other people we know from school. They… Read more


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  • College, Napping, Homework

    I really miss Steve. Like, a lot. He’s just so amazing. Legitimately one of the most incredible people I know. It really sucks to have someone you love so much only come home once every couple of months. I haven’t yet signed up for a visit to the college he goes to. I should probably do… Read more


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  • Nightmares

    I have nightmares all the time. The real reason that I got rid of my normal bed and got a futon is because it’s closer to the ground. So when I roll around in my sleep and fall off it doesn’t hurt. My therapist (my old one, I don’t go anymore) said it’s because I… Read more


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  • Cutting, Pinatas, Atheism

    I apologize for yesterday’s horribly depressing entry. My darkness was really overpowering all weekend. Today was better. The morning started off awful. I went to class, and didn’t have my rough draft finished. We did peer editing and I just felt really stupid showing people my four paragraphs. I thought about death the whole way… Read more


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  • Pointless

    I had a painfully boring weekend. As you know I spent Friday at Laura’s having an awful time. Most of Saturday consisted of sweat pants, mashed potatoes, and Lord of the Rings. Oh and then Allen and I did some homework. Sunday I slept until like 2pm and then watched American Horror Story all day… Read more


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