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Birthday, English, College Visits
In 20 minutes I’m going to be 18. Eeeep! I’m excited because now I can buy cigarettes. And I can do things without having to have parental consent. Yay. I’m kind of worried about my birthday. I’m having Stella, Melanie, Allen and Nicole over. I just don’t know how much fun it will be. I… Read more
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Coffee, Uno, Boys
Hi it’s almost 2:30am and I just got home. Allen and I went to our favorite coffee house this evening, with our computers, and just hung out for a couple of hours. Then one of our friends walked in. Followed by our friend’s girlfriend, and then like five other people we know from school. They… Read more
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College, Napping, Homework
I really miss Steve. Like, a lot. He’s just so amazing. Legitimately one of the most incredible people I know. It really sucks to have someone you love so much only come home once every couple of months. I haven’t yet signed up for a visit to the college he goes to. I should probably do… Read more
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Nightmares
I have nightmares all the time. The real reason that I got rid of my normal bed and got a futon is because it’s closer to the ground. So when I roll around in my sleep and fall off it doesn’t hurt. My therapist (my old one, I don’t go anymore) said it’s because I… Read more
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Cutting, Pinatas, Atheism
I apologize for yesterday’s horribly depressing entry. My darkness was really overpowering all weekend. Today was better. The morning started off awful. I went to class, and didn’t have my rough draft finished. We did peer editing and I just felt really stupid showing people my four paragraphs. I thought about death the whole way… Read more
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