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A diary, I guess

  • EDNOS

    About a year ago, I was diagnosed with Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified and severe depression. If you don’t know exactly what EDNOS is, it means you have an eating disorder that doesn’t fall into any of the main categories (Anorexia, Bulimia, Binge Eating Disorder, etc.). Basically I’ve only ever thrown up food on purpose… Read more

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  • Trying,

    I’m trying really hard to be happy. I’m trying really hard to not fall back into my rut of watching television constantly and binging. I’m trying really hard to get shit done, like scholarship, college, and job applications. But I’m stuck in the middle. I am constantly trying to resist my urge to just lay… Read more

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  • Christmas

    I am so damn excited for Christmas. It’s my favorite time of year. Nicole and I always decorate the first day of December. I haven’t really been feeling the Christmas spirit this year. Which is upsetting because there is only two weeks left until Christmas. I haven’t been listening to Christmas music, and we don’t… Read more

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  • My future self

    I just..I have this vision of my future self in my head. I don’t want to be this ugly girl who hates everyone and does nothing but watch TV and obsess about her weight (lost three pounds last week, by the way). The vision I have is this girl who is pretty, in an unconventional… Read more

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  • Kurt

    Sophomore year Kurt moved here. The only class we had together was English. I remember thinking that, judging by the band shirts he wore, he had good taste in music. One time he mentioned Kurt Cobain in class and I was the only other student who knew who he was talking about. After that I… Read more

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