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A diary, I guess

  • Nightmares

    I have nightmares all the time. The real reason that I got rid of my normal bed and got a futon is because it’s closer to the ground. So when I roll around in my sleep and fall off it doesn’t hurt. My therapist (my old one, I don’t go anymore) said it’s because I… Read more

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  • Cutting, Pinatas, Atheism

    I apologize for yesterday’s horribly depressing entry. My darkness was really overpowering all weekend. Today was better. The morning started off awful. I went to class, and didn’t have my rough draft finished. We did peer editing and I just felt really stupid showing people my four paragraphs. I thought about death the whole way… Read more

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  • Pointless

    I had a painfully boring weekend. As you know I spent Friday at Laura’s having an awful time. Most of Saturday consisted of sweat pants, mashed potatoes, and Lord of the Rings. Oh and then Allen and I did some homework. Sunday I slept until like 2pm and then watched American Horror Story all day… Read more

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  • Best friends, Bonfire, Binging

    Tonight I went to my friend’s bonfire. She turned 18 today but it wasn’t really a birthday party.  Allen wasn’t there. He did talk to me today though. After ignoring my texts for a long time he logged into Skype and I messaged him. All he said back was “hi” and then he proceeded to ignore me. I guess… Read more

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