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A diary, I guess

  • Best friends, Bonfire, Binging

    Tonight I went to my friend’s bonfire. She turned 18 today but it wasn’t really a birthday party.  Allen wasn’t there. He did talk to me today though. After ignoring my texts for a long time he logged into Skype and I messaged him. All he said back was “hi” and then he proceeded to ignore me. I guess… Read more

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  • Hoarding, Coffee, Allen

    I was going to post about this yesterday, but I basically forgot. Yesterday at school, I was actually happy for a while. I had a casual conversation with a girl I don’t know in math class (that’s really hard for me, usually), and when I got to French like three seconds after this one kid… Read more

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  • Suicide

    Oh, I just thought that I should mention, so it won’t seem strange when I blog about it later, that I’m suicidal. I think about killing myself all the time. Almost every night. I think the only thing stopping me is my family/friends. I know it would mess them up pretty bad. Read more

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  • Celeb fantasies~

    So there’s this one famous guy that I love because he’s hilarious and adorable. I have fantasies about marrying him. I’m not going to say who he is though, in case I end up marrying him. Read more

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  • My family

    I know I already posted today, but I am just sitting in my bed doing nothing. So I decided that I’ll tell you about my family. I have a mom and a dad, two brothers, and a sister. My parents are older than most parents. My mom was 40 when she had me. Because of that,… Read more

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