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Volunteering
I volunteered at the Humane Society today after school. They told me to pick a cat and to take it into this one play room and just play with it for an hour. I loved it. I picked this plain black cat named Betty. She was really energetic and kept getting herself stuck on top… Read more
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EDNOS
About a year ago, I was diagnosed with Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified and severe depression. If you don’t know exactly what EDNOS is, it means you have an eating disorder that doesn’t fall into any of the main categories (Anorexia, Bulimia, Binge Eating Disorder, etc.). Basically I’ve only ever thrown up food on purpose… Read more
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Movies, Shopping, the Zoo
We had a ‘family day’ today. It was pretty terrible. I didn’t fall asleep until around 5am last night. And my dad woke me up at noon telling me that we were going into the city to spend the day together. I had to take a five minute shower and didn’t even have time to… Read more
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Trying,
I’m trying really hard to be happy. I’m trying really hard to not fall back into my rut of watching television constantly and binging. I’m trying really hard to get shit done, like scholarship, college, and job applications. But I’m stuck in the middle. I am constantly trying to resist my urge to just lay… Read more
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Caroling, Solitude, the future
before i begin; I should tell you my shift key is being moody today. please excuse my poor punctuation. My mom, dad, Steve, John, James, and i went Christmas caroling at the mall today. it was my mom’s idea. She’s always eager to do stuff like that. and she’s fragile, emotionally. So we couldn’t just… Read more