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A diary, I guess

  • Update, 14 years later

    I’m so sick of hating myself. I want to be happy. But I’ve been saying that for like 15 fucking years and here I am, still unhappy with myself. Sometimes I wonder if there’s even a point in trying anymore. I’m no longer suicidal and I very rarely hurt myself these days so I am… Read more

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  • Real quick,

    I have to make this quick because I have a paper to finish writing but I wanted to say that I have a legit reason for not posting recently; my parents too my computer away for not cleaning the bathroom in a timely manner. I only got it back so I can finish my paper… Read more

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  • Cats, New relationships, Job

    I got two new cats! When my other cat died I was obviously devastated, and every time I even thought about her I would start to cry. So to get her out of my head, because he knows me that well and knows I’d want a distraction and not time to grieve or whatever, Steve… Read more

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  • City and Colour – Sleeping Sickness

    Someone come and, someone come and save my life Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead But now it’s like the night is taking sides With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind Could it be this misery will suffice? I could just spend forever listening to Dallas Green’s voice <33 Listen… Read more

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  • Job, Cat, Calculus

    I got the job :) Apparently the interview went well, because I’m hired!! Well, they still have to do a background check but nothing will come up and then they’ll give me all the tax papers and shit to fill out :) I told Melanie and Kurt and Stella and they were all really happy for… Read more

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