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Update, 14 years later
I’m so sick of hating myself. I want to be happy. But I’ve been saying that for like 15 fucking years and here I am, still unhappy with myself. Sometimes I wonder if there’s even a point in trying anymore. I’m no longer suicidal and I very rarely hurt myself these days so I am… Read more
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Cats, New relationships, Job
I got two new cats! When my other cat died I was obviously devastated, and every time I even thought about her I would start to cry. So to get her out of my head, because he knows me that well and knows I’d want a distraction and not time to grieve or whatever, Steve… Read more
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Job, Cat, Calculus
I got the job :) Apparently the interview went well, because I’m hired!! Well, they still have to do a background check but nothing will come up and then they’ll give me all the tax papers and shit to fill out :) I told Melanie and Kurt and Stella and they were all really happy for… Read more
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A decent weekend.
Friday night was pretty uneventful. I cleaned my room and hung out with Nicole for a bit. Then Saturday I slept until dinner and it was glorious. Saturday night, I saw Kurt again. Seeing him again was kind of a bittersweet experience. We laughed and talked and he was charming and I was loud. But the… Read more