• Movies, Shopping, the Zoo

    We had a ‘family day’ today. It was pretty terrible. I didn’t fall asleep until around 5am last night. And my dad woke me up at noon telling me that we were going into the city to spend the day together. I had to take a five minute shower and didn’t even have time to… Read more


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  • Trying,

    I’m trying really hard to be happy. I’m trying really hard to not fall back into my rut of watching television constantly and binging. I’m trying really hard to get shit done, like scholarship, college, and job applications. But I’m stuck in the middle. I am constantly trying to resist my urge to just lay… Read more


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  • Caroling, Solitude, the future

    before i begin; I should tell you my shift key is being moody today. please excuse my poor punctuation. My mom, dad, Steve, John, James, and i went Christmas caroling at the mall today. it was my mom’s idea. She’s always eager to do stuff like that. and she’s fragile, emotionally. So we couldn’t just… Read more


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  • My cat,

    I for the life of me can’t remember if I’ve ever told you about my cat. Well, she’s technically Steve’s. He didn’t take her with him when he went to college though, so she’s basically mine. She’s black and white, and really fat. I love her so much it’s probably unhealthy. Every time I see her I… Read more


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  • So much for motivation..

    I was all excited to clean my room and fill out some job apps when I checked my email to find that I’ve been accepted to the college I wanted to go to.  That got me even more excited to I called Nicole and then ran down stairs to tell my parents. My mother proceeded… Read more


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