I wish I had friends.

I mean, I do have some..kind of. I have people that I sometimes hang out with on the weekends and that I talk to at school. But I don’t really like most of them. I guess I just wish I had some people that I could spend time with and tell my secrets to and that I could be myself with. When I’m with my “friends” I am always thinking about what I say after I say it. Wondering if it seemed rude or if it was weird or pointless. I also always feel left out, like I don’t really fit in with any of them.

I hope I can make friends when I’m in college. Real friends.